I understand....

This is a song i would like to dedicate to a friend of mine.
I will not say who as i know she will know it's for her when she reads this.
Just wanted to let you know that i do not judge you as love really works in mysterious ways.
hope that you can truly find love and happiness...

Foolish by Ashanti

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby I don't know why ya treatin me so bad
You said you love me, no one above me
And I was all you had
And though my heart is eating for ya
I can't stop crying
I don't know how
I allow you to treat me this way and still i stay

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby I don't know why ya wanna do me wrong
See when I'm home, I'm all alone
And you are always gone
And boy, you kno I really love you
I can't deny
I can't see how you could bring me to so many tears
after all these years

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Oohhhhh
I trusted you, I trusted you
So sad, so sad
what love will make you do
all the things that we accept
be the things that we regret
too all of my ladies (ladies) feel me

c'mon sing wit me
See, when I get the strength to leave
You always tell me that you need me
And I'm weak cause I believe you
And I'm mad because I love you
So I stop and think that maybe
You can learn to appreciate me
Then it all remains the same that
You ain't never gonna change
(never gonna change, never gonna change)

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
Butm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby why you hurt me leave me and desert me
Boy I gave you all my heart
And all you do is tear it up
Looking out my window
Knowing that I should go
Even when I pack my bags
This something always hold me back

My Own

This is something that i put together yesterday.

Feel free to comment k... :-)

My Own

The darkness creeps up from behind me

Swallowing my misery

Releasing waves of agony

Threatens to consume me

I try to push myself away

The fog just pulls me under

Forbidding me to find my way

Across this haze of misery

(chorus)

I've been waiting, been hiding in the darkness,

Always searching for something to call my own,

Discovering that you can see right through me,

I knew i had to have you for my own... ... ...

Before i disappear all alone... ... ...

For years I've wandered all alone,

Stuck in this world of wallowing,

Pretending to have dignity,

To keep me from falling.

When you walked into my life,

Your smile became my sunshine,

Alluring me to find a way,

To be with you eternally.

(chorus)

I've been waiting, been hiding in the darkness,

Always searching for something to call my own,

Discovering that you can see right through me,

I knew i had to have you for my own... ... ...

Before i disappear all alone... ... ...

I watch you sleeping, wondering what you are dreaming,

Is it me you're seeing, oh can you feel me?

(chorus)

I've been waiting, been hiding in the darkness,

Always searching for something to call my own,

Discovering that you can see right through me,

I knew i had to have you for my own... ... ...

Before i disappear all alone... ... ...