My my, it has been so long since i wrote anything here. hehe...
There goes my new year resolution.
Damn it's always like this,
I sit down figure out the things i want to do,
Things to achieve, but i never stick to it.
Lack of motivation? Laziness?
I suppose it's a large glass of laziness with a sprinkle of procrastination.
I know i have to change but it's definitely easier said than done.
I have a very easy life, a good family, good education,
But it seems like i'm just throwing it all away,
Do i appreciate all the things in my life?
Of course i do!
However, most of the time i feel like i need more.
I admit it, i crave for more.
More from my loving family,
More from my loving boyfriend,
More from my caring friends,
Damn, i sound like an ungrateful brat... *sighs*
And i hate it!
Is there a cure for me?
Am i a lost ship waiting for a lighthouse to guide me home?
Or am i a sinking ship being ripped apart bit by bit by the strong current?
Great, now i sound whiny... *sighs*
Hmm... reading back on what i've just wrote,
I've just realized that no matter how good my life is,
If i do not learn to appreciate it, sooner or later it will all disappear.
I've got to get a hold of my self and as my dad used to say to me,
Pull my socks up and look forward and overcome all these feelings inside of me.
Wednesday, March 31
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at least you know it yourself. it's not too late for you to figure out what you should do. appreciate is really a thing that we should learn no matter what; that's the first to keep you happy :)
cheer up girl. i know you can do it ;)
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