Passion?

Determination, motivation, two crucial factors that help shape our life. This is what i have been told over and over for as long as i can remember. Strive for something, achieve something. But don't you have to be passionate about something to actually be motivated and determined to strive for something? Doesn't it come hand in hand with motivation? You have the passion for something that's why you're motivated and are determined to achieve what you are passionate about.

My dad has always said that passion will follow later on in life. When you set down a road, you will learn to love it, learn to be passionate about it. I know my own faults, i don't blame anyone but myself on the current path that i'm now dwindling on. Was there something i could have done differently? Most certainly. Is it too late? Definitely. So what i need to do now is to accept the facts and try as hard as possible to finish this road and hopefully start on another path, this time of my own choosing. I tell myself that everyday but somehow i can't seem to get motivated.

I need a way to motivate myself. I've tried telling myself that if i finish this then i'll be able to do whatever i want. Truth be told, i don't even feel like finishing. I just wanna pack my bags and go backpacking around the world. Maybe it these thoughts that are filing my head make it harder for me to be motivated.

maybe all these are just excuses for my laziness.. who knows? *winks*


See yah~
*today's lollipop flavour is watermelon*